For now I shall speak. Finally after my whole afternoon.. results! Going through all the hard pain to get the colours done.. the sound system. The boards and all.. damn! And I'm prepared to get fucked by tomorrows test. Heh. Bitches aiant worth studying for man! Im gonna sit back and admire my work a lil. The first post is thus made.

Exorion at 6.10am, Night Of the Full | ?

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Thursday, Night Of the Spira


Right. My first time after the cool math tests. Quite successful, I had 1.5 hours outta 2 to admire the nice scenery,the spotlights.. Its been a long time.. Sigh. This is a sad life. Mug mug mug and mug even more. HTH do these people accomplish such a brain-killing activity. Creatures. I must take my rest now.. Weariness overcomes.

Exorion at 4.20am, Night Of the Spira |

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And will this sorta life end.. cause its unbearably... Fucked up.
Friday, Night Of the Orient


HAHAHA. What luck man.. the overpowering results for the tests I got.. makes me wonder why Im stuck in this crapshit of life. WHY JC? For the 56th time I ask myself that. Right.. You only live once.. why the fuck do ya wanna spend it all flipping the pages of papers and living your youth away? Hell, cant even party for a day without worrying bout a sick test or tutorial homework due tomorrow. Someone shove it up this school's ass! Sigh.. Fucked up school, fucked up method and life. Just let me type a lil more shit ya? Just wanna have something to read next time. Im tempted to ask the witch for retain cause I fucking sure wont get through the As. Hell,this sure took long. Allright. Lesson learnt from all this shit today? Never waste your 30 mins studying for math when you know you're gonna get 8/80 anyway. :) Fuck you M.

Exorion at 2.20am, Night Of the Orient |



Thursday, Night Of the Krista


Im back..4 entries in a month is already hell lot, chill out. Dont see how you guys can go on and on about your daily life..might as well get a diary right? =D..Feelin good tonight man! I have a cool weekend lined up for me!..F-R-E-E-D-O-M! How many days do ya get free these days man?(besides the all-powerful-fucked-up-school-which-steals-all-our-saturdays and then we spend sunday decaying at home exhausted after the life-sucking school does its homework well..Aight! 1 for M**,Fuck off!) Biatch didnt even let me retain when I approached her. Said I needed a very good reason.. WTF? Still ask if I was under any psychological stress. Nice.. Well, her loss anyway..Gonna contribute to the schools first batch of A level failures. Hmm..I Dont know if I should go overseas tomorrow.. The advantages are tempting.. Since our all-powerful captain promised all a treat at Coffee Bean.. Damn if I didnt go right? ;) Arrgh damn how long have I wasted tonight updating this.. Grrrr! Right man, I think its time I get my butt outta here. To all - Ciao. See ya round sometime! And enjoy the fucking free day tomorrow before the asses pull you back into that crapshit of a place they call school. Adios.

Exorion at 4.36am, Night Of the Krista | YellowcarD/Rufio Rocks!

Holy FUCK man! I never expected to be back here so fast.. Damn! My mum barged into the room and told me that her BOSS wanted to see ME. WTH? Somebody wants to guide me..HAHAHA. Nothing to say bout the badass dude.. but.. OMG. There goes my saturday.. Fuck it. I knew the night wouldnt go by smoothly.. it just didnt seem right. Sigh..Better return to the bed before worst things happen.

Exorion at 4.59am, Night Of the Krista |
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Tuesday, Night Of Trauma


Heh its been a good 4 months since I last updated this site..Yall still with me? And its been a fucking good time since prelims ended, sleeping the day out and living the night. (Just dont remind me what comes next) Went to grab a few movies in between..watched the Terminal. Kinda boring at the start and middle though.. Cant Fucking WAIT for Resident Evil marathon man..Heh you BETTER watch it with me Mel. Gonna see ya rot right beside me Wahahah. Sigh nowadays nobodys around,everybodys playing that darned Warcraft. Seriously, it just takes like 200 muscles to actually shut that damn com down and another 200 for whack it with a baseball bat. Yall know who im talking about. Miss my old buddies alot, hope ta see em soon. Um, since my ass is already hurting and Im starting too fall of the chair with sleepiness, guess I'd better be resting. Peace out guys. I'll be updating this shit a whole lot more from now on,um,I'll try. :)

Exorion at 3.25am, Night Of Trauma |

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Sunday, A Long Way after..


This is my first time after a LonG time.. so many things have passed, Life in the army totally sucks man! Though you get hell lotsa time to be on ya own away from the complicated shit you get in civilisation. At least theres no studying ;) And for now its Slackinnnnn all the way through the two years.. Since im posted to the Uber job called Turret Armament Technician HAHA. Yeah...

Exorion at 2.59am, Walking this empty street.. |

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NOTE : All the Crap Above were done in the year 2004 during JC times when I needed somewhere to bull. So.. Ignore them. Ha.

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Thursday, Night Of the Departure



I'm walking on this desolated path in the forest, the ominous sky is blurry; angry even , it seems, on this moonlit night. Foreboding lingers in the air. My heart starts to pound; from excitment or anticipation I have yet to know, for I am still clueless and wondering why I am here. A deep feeling surfaces, that something important is about to happen, and that my fate lies in it. I glance to the left and right; the deep shadows and hazy silhouettes engulf me, and I feel like a hand of death is wrapped around my throat; my heart grows heavy. SUDDENLY I am unable to breathe, for I sense another presence in this inky darkness besides me. Every creak of a branch, every rustle of leaves sends a knife of fear stabbing straight into my heart. I start to panic, thoughts of blood and darkness weakens my soul. I want to run, in a sense I do, yet in a sense not, for my legs do not obey me and I stumble along instead. The pressure is overwhelming; I do not know how much more I can take. The icy winds rip through my clothes and I shiver with anticipation. ARGHH! Will this torture go on? I beg for deliverance, help from God, help from anyBody! I just want to get out of this nightmare! The beat of my heart pounding in my ears, I finally reach a clearing in the trees. For a moment a wave of relief washes over me, and then I am falling back into the abyss of hell when I hear something crashing through the undergrowth behind me. Something big. Something so terrible and evil I am rooted to the ground; already my eyes begin to tear; from frustration and anger. I do not try to hold them back. I think of my friends, of my family, of the people I have met so far, even of the people I have yet to meet, and I weep for them. They just flash through my mind, gone with the wind. Finally a huge shape tears apart the remaining bushes, and I stare death in the face. I am sorry mum, I am sorry dad, for the sadness and grief I have caused you. I do not know how I can think such thoughts at this time, but I guess it's my final goodbye. I look to the sky; I ask for forgiveness, for a new beginning. A bloodcurling roar breaks the deafening silence. However I do not hear it, For I am lost among the stars, how many there must be, I wonder. A tiny beam of light shines down on me, eveloping me. I smile.


P.S I just typed how I was feeling at this time and this story just sprang out, call it inspiration I guess (Or pure nonsense). Heh.

Exorion at 4.30am, Night Of Terror |


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Thursday, Night Of the Arrival



Hell YEAH back from Italy! Venice was pretty cool man, the buses were all these small-boat type thingy, and taxi's are speedboats! Vatican City's a must-go, along with Florence and Rome. Heres some random unaltered pics I took in Italy!

The Leaning Tower of Pisa! With a crappy pose lol. It was fucking cool climbing the tower though. Since the tower is slanted, the whole circular f'ing steps were all slanted all the way to the top! It was pretty tough, dad gave up after he had an actute case of vertigo at the 7th storey, and mum at the 9th lol. I reached the peak with a slight headache though.. Guess thats what happens after u run up a building tilting to the side all the while.

This is Venice, taken right after we stepped out of the train station! Yeah we travelled the whole of Italy by train haha. By the way that boat behind me's the bus. The gelato ice cream u find everywhere around the world orginates from Venezia, and the place is famous too for its beautiful glassworks and paintings.


After walking some distance over bridges and narrow streets we saw the gondoles! Its what those couples take to go around venice at night.. Its VERY Um.. Lovey lovey! Although.. it costs like .. 100 euro.. which is $200 s'pore for some time limit thingy less then an hour. Yeah explains why my picture is not taken with me sitting on it .. Oh yeah and the night in Venice has to be pretty much the most peaceful and romantic place I've ever seen, with all the couples having candlelight dinners by the river on both sides of the bridges..ahh what a relaxing life. Actually I was lazy to bring the cam out at night when we went for a stroll.. so guess you'll just haveta imagine :)

Hail to the Colosseum of Rome! Theres the fighting arena below and .. err. More rocks and ruins. . . If your a boring-old stone fanatic you might find enough reason to like this place though.

Vatican City's very own Sistine Chapel ! I was almost chased out by a holy man for attempting to take a picture.. So I only managed to snap the passage LEADING to it..hey, if it werent for Angels and Demons I would never have walked the 1.5 hour long journey through the rooms and rooms of paintings to the chapel.


And if you're wondering.. how come I have these dead and lifeless look of esperation on my face in all the pictures, its because other then taking the inter rail from City to city, we travelled ONLY by foot. Yes.. I walked all across Rome to get to the Colosseum and Vatican City, across Florence to see Bottcelli's famed Birth of Venus and Leonardo Da Vinci's Adoration of the Magi amongst others, across Pisa to get to Leaning tower.. and yeah You kinda get the picture. So all these pictures were taken after around 5-6 hour walks..which explains my forced smiles...heh. But overall It was a very fufilling trip..although I spent like twenty hours trying to learn how to appreciate Michaelangelo's statues and all the famous paintings.. Those of you who know me might have already guessed by now that I failed anyway lol. Anyway, people who love the arts and old english lifestyle, Italy's definately the place for you! The lifestyle is very slow there, kind of a slackers country you might say. Aight I'm tired of uploading the rest of the pictures so I'll just go chill already. This will be my last post for now, And im closing this blog, until I feel like it. Thank you all for coming to my website all this while, though I took like 3 months to make each post haha. Merry Christmas to one and all!


Sincerely,
Irvin
20/11/2005

PS : Any resemblance of the characters mentioned in this website to anybody is purely incidential.




Forgive me Father, For I Have Sinned.

By Irvin